I Can't Even Entitle This Post!

It's probably for the best that I did not see the Portugal-Czech Republic match this morning.

So when the next morning, when my friend J told me the news (he even added a smiley face! Ish) via Twitter, it felt like that moment when in the movies, the camera zooms in on your stunned face.

Yeah, I don't support Portugal. Because I never forgave them when Portugal defeated Germany during the previous World Cup. So I hope tonight that Germany would smash Greece like how the Hulk smashed Loki here and there like he's a piece of cloth.

Ha ha, I laughed just thinking about it. The hilarious visual just popped into my head.

This is the first time I've able to watch a Euro match because it's my first summer vacation. Not like a two-week break that I went through in high school. I mean, like a long summer break. These days, I've been mostly cooped up in my place because my sister takes the car to school now (grr...) but sometimes I get to see Shy when she's available. And I also get to see T during work, so that's alright.

Sometimes I forget that my friends have other friends too. When I see them hanging out with another friend, I feel like they might've forgotten me. This is something that's built in me, but I won't get fed up seeing the same person every day or every week.

Because I know that when I leave, I will miss them a lot. I know some of my friends deep inside, they would think that I always cling on to them so tight. Every now and then calling one up asking "Hey, do you wanna meet up?" and they'd go, "But we've just met last week!"

What's also hard to accept is that friends come and go. But I don't like to let some of my close friends go so easily. When I told my friend that I was gonna miss her because we won't be seeing each other for a year, she said that it's only a short time.

But to me, it would feel like forever. I cannot imagine myself without seeing Shy or T for a year. A whole entire. Year. Not seeing their faces with my very own eyes. And Skype is just not enough. I think some people also don't do Skype video chat much with me.

I don't know how my friend P feels when she's abroad, but I miss her like crazy. But I can't show how crazy I miss her because she might think that I'm super creepy that I have no life other than thinking about her.

In a friendly way, okay. Don't get any ideas.

I wish that once in a while, someone would give me a Tweet or post in my Wall and say "I MISS YOU!!!!"

You'd probably think that I sound like I'm asking for attention. That's okay. I won't see it as a bad thing. At least I'm proving to the world that I exist.

PS: I was Starstruck when I saw Sterling Knight on Sonny With A Chance. He is awesome.
PSS: Shy, are you up for a movie?