29 More Days

Now only it's hitting me.

That I'm leaving in less than a month away.

Less. Than a month away.

But I was definitely living up my holidays to the fullest. God knows when I'll have another five month break like this again, but this has been more fulfilling than the months I had before I started college in TOA. Perhaps I've been so much coloring, or watching a lot of series and movies.

And I get to spend more time with Dad at home or when we'd go out to catch a movie (still so psyched up watching The Dark Knight Rises in IMAX!!!) or have breakfast somewhere in KK or Subang.

About the coloring thing, I've been doing a lot of fan art of Syaoran and Sakura in an oil pastel series. I've done so many sketches that my A4 sketchbook has run out of empty pages already at last. I felt like I've hit a wall; I have so many ideas in my head but I have no sketchbook to ink them down (and I refuse to draw them on plain white paper.

So when my dad allowed me to draw on his A3 sketchbook, it took some getting used to.

Because apparently, I drew too big. One can't help but not ignore the empty spaces of the paper!!

You can imagine how hard it was to scan it on an A4 scanner, until I realized I could've just taken a picture of it.

And my conscience was the second person to tell me that I need to get a life and get out more often. But for now, I'm already grateful with the friends I have.

Still, some find it weird to have crush(es) on fictional characters. Especially when they are younger than you are because I sometimes forget that Syaoran and I are apparently 10 years apart, so there's no chance T.T

Ha ha, here I am, slowly drifting into talking about Syaoran.

Back to earlier discussion, I still have not packed yet! As much as I would like to, now is not the time to buy things that could make wallets bleed, but I've already made a list.

And I still haven't gotten myself a luggage yet.

Recently, one of my high school friends have returned home and we've been seeing each other (mostly on evenings and afternoons). Just so happens it turns out that this could be our last meet-up, knowing that she's going on holiday with her family and I'm leaving for Philippines soon.

[sidenote: stupid mosquito bit my forehead, now there's a red mark that I've unconsciously scratched during my sleep!!]

Yeah, it's dawning on me now. 29 more days.