How idiotic can I be?
Sometimes I can be such a fool to think that I'm a good friend. That I remember those who come and go in my life.
When I realized that I hadn't shown much appreciation to my friends who have been there or right under my nose.
I haven't been a good person. I had neglected my friends for a time, taking them for granted just to make more new friends, when I can't even hold on to my existing ones.
I've been flooded by guilt. For not being there for them, for ignoring them.
This also made me question my existence. What kind of impact or impression have I left on my friends of myself? When I'm not around, do they notice? Am I forgettable?
I'm sorry for behaving in such a bad manner. I'm sorry that I have treated you bad.
And I want to thank you for those who have given me a second chance at making it up to you. God Bless.
PS: Happy 19, Miley!
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